I'm ready to fly again

I'm ready to fly again
Originally uploaded by wildcats' fan.

"If you love somebody set him free. If he comes back, love him and keep him. If he doesn't, it was never really meant to be”

Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,


[CHORUS]
I love you
I loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know,


[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go

Flying away

I'm flying away so let me go
Originally uploaded by wildcats' fan.

A change isn't always a good thing but I feel like starting fresh and put the history behind me....swallowing my pride, animosity, anger, disappointment, frustration and hostility; Yes, I started on a clean slate. Don't know if it's worth it in the long run but some people say, good things happen to those who wait and so I'm waiting.

Consequences of choices that one has made is indeed a reality that sometimes hit you in your face but it can also be a wake up call.

Forgiveness

Please return the key to my heart
Originally uploaded by wildcats' fan.

I've read somewhere of the saying, "Don't bite the hand that feeds you" or something like that and I thought, "hmmm, ain't that the truth?" but then again for all the deeds that I've done were nothing but out of sincerity. It used to bother me of how unappreciated I felt in the past but now....I'm just letting it go. But I have also learned that enough is indeed enough. Sometimes, one has no choice but to say no even if it wasn't intentional.


~ FORGIVENESS ~
If I cannot forgive myself
For all the blunders
That I have made
Over the years,
Then how can I proceed?
How can I ever
Dream perfection-dreams?
Move, I must, forward.
Fly, I must, upward.
Dive, I must, inward,
To be once more
What I truly am
And shall forever remain.

- Sri Chinmoy

Daughtry here I come!!!!

Chris Daughtry
Originally uploaded by wildcats' fan.

I'm excited, thrilled and overjoyed. I have WON tickets to see Daughtry performing in Louisville on March 26, 2007!! I have been dying to win his tickets.

The tickets were on sale few weeks ago and a minute after it was on sale, they were all sold out. Since this place where the concert's going to be held is not a stadium, there's no such thing as assigned seats. It's a freakin' bar and if you come early enough, you'd get as close as you if you're lucky.

The local radio station that I listen to at work had the giveaway contest today and I was the lucky caller 15th!! I wanted to scream out loud but since I was at work, I held back my excitement. The ticket costs $20 a piece and they're now $100 on ebay. Speaking of lucky eh? This is the 2nd time I've won concert tickets from that radio station. The first time was the tickets to see Goo Goo Dolls and they were front row tickets too so I took Leena with me.

Perfect timing to go see a concert since I just had Lasik done to my eyes and my new camera as well. I don't have to fool with my glasses and I can just enjoy the concert!!!!

I've been in the shit hole lately and this certainly made my day. I'm truly blessed.

And I thought you were different

And I thought you were different
Originally uploaded by wildcats' fan.

Sometimes our minds fool us into believing that some things look different when truth of the matter is, they're all the same-Leen Lopez

I do know this for a fact. More often than not, what your mind tells you somehow blinds what your heart can feel or see. Just because something temporarily makes one feels good, that doesn't justify that it's utterly different. Maybe one just got caught up in the moment....a brief feel good moment.